" and i have searched my soul yeah, for you, its true, but nothing ever comes out right, and i swear im headed back to the other side, yeah. i cant sit around and watch us both die. i need you here, ive tried and ill try again, you are now my friend, and this is not the end. " luke and calum are gang leaders, who hate each other. somewhere, between more than lustful sex and losses of loved ones, they fall for each other, hard. but being a gang leader madly in love with your rival competitions leader isnt as easy as it would seem. one day luke finds himself torn between the boy of his dreams, and the responsibilities of being a leader. will he sacrifice all he knows for love - something cold and distant for him? or will he leave calum and continue doing what has been passed down through generations, into his hands? {lowercase intended} mature subject matter; contains violence, sex, uses of drugs and alcohol, self harm, mentions of suicide, strong language and death. proceed at your own risk, i warned you. 12+