RUINED FOR YOU

A young, petite Japanese man named Ketsueki Hiroki, born in the early 1990s, experienced discrimination throughout the 2000s. His life took a drastic turn when he was dismissed from his job, shattering his sense of purpose. As a new reality enveloped him, he felt as though it was crushing his very existence. Overwhelmed and perhaps even desperate, he found solace in the support of his loved ones. However, as they began to distance themselves, his desperation led him into dire circumstances that deeply affected his core being. He started to feel increasingly dehumanized, yet he clung to the hope that his loved ones would remain by his side. Unfortunately, this hope did not materialize, leaving him feeling abandoned and disconnected. In the end, he was left feeling numb, questioning his own humanity and grappling with the thought, "What is wrong with me?" He pondered how he could possibly feel so empty.

Is there a way for him to be normal again?

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My boots clanked heavily
Like stepping
On Bones
And
Thud,
Each thud
Echoed through
The Sidewalk.

I was just
Fired
And I felt
Like I was
In Another
Body.

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TW: suicidal thoughts, dehumanizing, real life problems, trauma.

N: This is based off real problems I've been told about and how they were described. It is also inspired by the author Dazai Osamu and his book "No Longer Human". You can relate if you want to and I accept any sort of support. Please know not to say any hate because this based off an actual person or problems.

Just know you guys are beautiful.

A chapter is posted once a month.