The Start Of The Fall
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Last published Fri, Dec 20, 2024
Hello, my name is Aether. I'm a high school student who has been dealing with alot of things related to mental health. I carry a journal with me that I write my life in. My partner got me it for valentines day. For people's privacy, I'm changing the names they have. There will be parts crossed out for my own privacy and becuase they give away to much about me and my private life. This isn't all happy sunshine, rainbows, and butterflies. My mind tortures me day to day ruining my life, so parts in here can get quite graphic. Please read with your own caution.
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