this is based on things I end up thinking or feeling when I don't want to, there are heavy trigger warnings, it has topics of self harm and attempt of something else. Read at your own risk.
edit:this is old and cringey im so sorry
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rants, summaries, anxious rambles, and indirects
trigger warning for dysphoria*, suicide*, self-harm*, nd strong language.
*trigger warnings will be listed at the beginning of chap!