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an anorexic, emo boy is admitted to a m3ntal h0spital in England. he expects the entire experience to be absolute dog shite, all he wants to do is go home. year 2001 is going to be an absolute disaster. But to his suprise, he meets a few intresting...'friends' in his first few days at this supposed hell hole.


will he get better?

does he end up finding love in this wretched jail of a hospital?


READ TO FIND OUT MY LOVESSS !! :333All Rights Reserved

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Misunderstood [Phan] (COMPLETED) by JoeyLover16

Dan was 16 and depressed, no one really knew him all that well, he had trust issues and preferred to keep his feelings hidden. Phil was 18 and sweet, everybody knew him and liked him, he was kind of stuck up but he had a good heart • • • Dan was born in London but when his mum met a man, they got married and moved to New York together. But then Dans parents got divorced after his mum figured out that he was abusing Dan. Dans mum decided to move back to London because New York reminded them of bad memories • • • [I wanted to make their ages closer so I made them have a two year difference rather than a five year difference] [TRIGGER WARNING] INCLUDES SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE AND SCHIZOPHRENIA RELATED THEMES ; Copyright © 2017

Forever His by KaedeT

It was now nighttime and I returned to my room which was very dark. The curtains were closed, strange I'm sure it was open this morning... Whatever. I put my bag down and went straight into the shower. I didn't spend a long time inside cause I was very tired and wanted to sleep. It was an exhausting day, I searched for some work, but like usual I failed... I sighted. I went out of the bathroom with only a towel around my waist and started to sit down when someone pushed me into the floor. Shit! Who was that? What did he want? I was very afraid and I had a lot of question passing my mind in this few seconds but didn't want to submit to my aggressor. I groaned and tried to get myself up, but he... Yeah, he was too strong and big to be she... Put his knee on my back and started to tie my hands together with some rope. Was he trying to kidnap or tie me? I froze in fear for a few seconds and stopped moving. I suppose he let his guard down since I stopped struggling, so I took this chance and flipped us over. It was now my turn to be on top and somehow succeeded to untie myself. I was lucky he didn't have time to fully tie me yet, so it was kind of easy. It was dark, so I couldn't see his face, but I still put my hands around his throat and started to strangle him a bit. 'W-Who are you and w-what do y-you want?' I asked trying to hide my fear that I miserably failed. '...' He still didn't respond, I was starting to loose control on myself. His silence was killing me and I started to shake in fear. Then he spoke and caught all my attention: 'You're so cute when you're afraid pet.' I froze, I recognized this voice and my fear turned to be true. All the struggling to escape, to disappear, to forget about him now came back in an instant. I was now trembling constantly losing all control of my body, my hand lets go of the man throat and all I could do was shakily say: 'Dimitri...' THIS IS A BOYXBOY STORY, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!!!

Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) by JaderTader637

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

I give up. |Tommyinnit angst| by EllisLS

this book was meant to be me just giving up on writing but yk I had to turn it into a book lmao !TW!//SH/ED/ABUSE/ANXIETY/OVERTHINKING/PANIC ATTACKS/SELF HATRED/SWEARING/VOMITING/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// THERE WON'T BE A WARNING AT THE TOP OF EACH PAGE!! - - - -two endings! (THE FIRST ENDING IS OG ENDING!) -PART 2 COMING OUT TO OG ENDING SOON MAYBE??? STARTED : OCT 29TH 10:19 PM FINSISHED : NOV 23RD 1:21 AM

Run Out of Emotion by WaitWhoAreYou

Second Book In My Emo Series (but you can read them in any order and it still makes sense) †Maybe I'm better off dead. If I was, would it finally be enough to shut out all those voices in my head?† - 'Better Off Dead' by Sleeping With Sirens ****SELF HARM WARNING**** "The blade sank into my pale skin, as a trickle of scarlet blood rolled down my arm. My toes curled at the feeling. Other people smoke weed or do heroin, but my drug of choice is pain. Glancing around the dark room, I sighed deeply. All my life, I had been different." Devin is emo. He has been bullied at school for years and when he moves out of his parents house, Devin just wants to die. Meredith is also emo. She is almost a mute and believes she is worthless. Her high school days were spent bunking off, and Meredith intends to quit her job as soon as her possessive older brother lays off about her future. But when these two meet, a whole new part of their lives are opened. Although, nothing is ever achieved without pain, depression and blood, is it? WARNING: This story has swearing and has graphic self-harm scenes. Also, it contains characters from my other story, The Emo Boy I Cried For.

alone again / Finished BxB / by Juless_is_broke

Everyone would call them ill fated lovers. They started their story without realising the end is sooner then expected. 2 guys who found comfort in each other. They were soulmates, atleast i would like to call them that. Life isnt all about flowers and butterflys but they knew that from a young age. One of them swore to never love someone but the other wanted someone to understand them. I hope you enjoy the book :) it definitely got some triggering stuff in it and it also got a lgbtq+ relationship in it. I hope you enjoy reading it if u do read it ! Word count : 80,000+ words Status : Completed #3 lgbt #1 trauma #1 mentaldisorder #2 sadending

Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader) by scocophilia

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

Savior || Septiplier ✔ by AquaSongMLP1

•completed november 2016 •edited - •this is my first Septiplier story, please be nice. •this is one of my earlier works, so it may be cringy. :/ »based off of the song "Saviour" by Black Veil Brides« Jack is the outcast of the school. He's gay, depressed and wishes to fit in. When he meets Mark at school one day, he finally feels as if he fits in. Although, this couple goes through lots of challenges and relationship strains along their journey! •there IS offensive/homophobic language in this book. •there are scenes of self harm and bullying •there IS lots of mentions of depression •chapter/part 20 does have [cringy] sexual content. Other Septiplier Books By Me The Joyful Accident (MPreg) Life Continues (Sequel to TJA) Their Legacy (Third Book in the TJA Series)

You're Perfect // Kellic by piercethe_sirenss

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I. Am. Done. [Completed] by Rispins

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Misunderstood [Phan] (COMPLETED)

Dan was 16 and depressed, no one really knew him all that well, he had trust issues and preferred to keep his feelings hidden. Phil was 18 and sweet, everybody knew him and liked him, he was kind of stuck up but he had a good heart • • • Dan was born in London but when his mum met a man, they got married and moved to New York together. But then Dans parents got divorced after his mum figured out that he was abusing Dan. Dans mum decided to move back to London because New York reminded them of bad memories • • • [I wanted to make their ages closer so I made them have a two year difference rather than a five year difference] [TRIGGER WARNING] INCLUDES SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE AND SCHIZOPHRENIA RELATED THEMES ; Copyright © 2017