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Marina a girl who once tried to end it all by the age of 11. Now, she's 19, and for the past 8 years, the thought has never left her mind.
But, after she failed to achieve her dream that would have been the beginning of a road where she could start building her happiness, how will she handle it?
How will she when the people for whom she decided to live for after the incident abandoned her?All Rights Reserved

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