If I Cry a Thousand Tears (ft. Alyden)
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Last published Sat, May 8, 2021
'Time heals every wounds', that's what they keep on telling me. But they never said that someone will come.
Someone that will help the time to heal the wounds that I have. Someone that will remove the scars that it caused, and the one who will help me to forget the reason of it.
And the one who made me asked this to myself after everything that I've been through- - - -
"Is it about time to let go and forget my past, and move on for the next chapter of my life?"
And....
"Would I dare to fall inlove and take the risk that Game Love have?"
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Scared, happiness, loved, struggled, pained and hatred --- --- --- that's what I've been through for the past year of my existence. But at the end of the day I'd still find myself hoping and believing to meet the reason of all this shits that happened in my life.
But what if I met someone and ease all this shit feelings that i feel right now?
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Would I dare to gamble my heart and give my
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