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Chapter 1 : What is love?

Have you ever been so in love that you told your partner things you would never do. "I will cross a river full of crocodiles to get to you" or " I would do anything to protect you physically and emotionally"
Yeah some may agree in silence while others may be open about it.

During my teenage days I had a early love experience that turned Toxic.Ever had a women approach you before that was out of your league? like when she comes up to you that you in disbelief so you pinch yourself😩Ever been a douche on purpose 💔 Ever smoked so much of weed that it couldn't make you happy for amoment ? While all you thought about was this person and how they hurt you😔. Have you ever been in a relationship with someone for so long that your character is mutual to theirs? Ever been so faithful that you tell her if another girl says Hi in your DMs? First time cheating never crosses your mind cause everything is just too good?

Then 1 day your world is torn apart💔All the effort you have put in get spits in your face😔You wake up to a message saying " I'm sorry it's over " then she blocks you with no explanation to why😳. Yeah I was speechless,Hurt and betrayed. Everything happens so fast it's like you were never in the relationship to start with? You stay up at night trying to find out how you could've have messed up yet you know you've done Nothing wrong.

This experience taught me a lesson for a crime I never commit. I understand that no ones perfect and sometimes we expect relationships to be perfect which feels that Way from the beginning. I realise that as young I was this action tampered with my confidence💔I started being more silent and just being more weird to people close to me. Honestly how did this get here I'm gonna take it from the top.

So I'm Shaun and I've been dating Jackie for a year. Jackie has been so good to me from get go and we've been strong. I know I Was only 18 and honestly how serious was It at the time. I fell eas