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eleutheromania-noun-adjective-   The intense desire for freedom; a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind on rainy days.

 Aurelia willow summers. A rich British girl from a well-known family. She had everything a girl would die for: clothes, makeup, shoes, money, popular friends, a nice school, and boys begging at her feet. Yet she didn't feel happy, far from it actually it was quite the opposite she was in a constant state of loneliness and depression. She wore a positive attitude even when she didn't feel like it even when she didn't feel it. She was depressed but happy to the point that she was confused about her own emotions or life.

One day, she was at the school library at lunch. She got called into the office and inside were her  parents and 'friends' were there smirking. She soon found out that they ruined the principals car and trashed -her favourite place in the entire school- the east wing of the library. (she was in the west wing btw, that's why she didn't know) She was blamed for all the damages and was expelled.

Her mom was 'sick of her ridiculous behaviour' and told her she was going to boarding school. 

What happens when she goes to boarding school? Will she make friends? or will she be expelled there too for things she never did? what happens when she gets accidentally placed into the boys dorm and there is no way to change into her preferred gender dorm. What happens if she falls in love with her morally-grey roommate?

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