!!TW!!
CONTAINS CONTENT RELATED TO SELF-HARM, BLOOD, DEATH AND DEPRESSION, UNSUITABLE FOR SOME READERS
She's been feeling numb lately.
Closed-off, annoyed, angry, and frustrated.
She ponders what's wrong with herself as she explores her emotions, dying and shrinking to nothing internally, hurt and broken.
This story will go into the depths of depression and self-harm, and what it feels like to some people.
(Don't follow the MC. She's a horrible, tainted, twisted influence, just a girl who doesn't know what to do with her life. She made the wrong decisions. Don't get any ideas from this story.)