I'm here.. now what?
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Last published Sun, Dec 15, 2024
**DEALS WITH THE TOPICS OF SUICIDE IDEALIZATION, SELF HARM, APPETITE LOSS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY ABSOLUTELY NOT ROMANTICIZING ANYTHING EITHER***
Nicole makes her way through senior year. But when college regular decision deadlines come round, she begins to struggle with the basic skills needed to juggle school, Speech Club, and college application requirements. And slowly, she watches everything she has built this year crumble before her eyes as she realizes that she can't do shit.
Slowly, isolating herself from her friends and shutting out family, Sawyer, forcefully sticks to her side like glue, despite her displeasure.
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