"On the first page of our story The future seemed so bright Then this thing turned out so evil I don't know why i'm still surprised Even angels have their wicked schemes And you take that to new extremes But you'll always be my hero Even though you've lost your mind." My friends have been asking why didn't I leave, why am I staying. I know it hurts. It hurts badly, that I feel it physically. But I still choose to stay, because I love him. I believe deep behind the beats and the rapes, there's still the man I used to know. I just don't care if I get beaten everyday. And get raped everytime he sees me. I won't leave. I know I'm hopeless, but he stays in my heart forever. So I stay his even when he beats me up until I feel like I'm dying inside. But I love him. ― based on love the way you lie by skylar grey top!niall bottom!harry abusive!niall if you have something against violence, or simply don't like it, or it has something to do with your life and bring back the memory, i suggest you go back.