It's always been you
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Lampadario_
Ongoing, First published Dec 14, 2024
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Isaac Dashwood's life has been miserable ever since his best friend, Matthew Ashbourne, stopped talking to him, and he didn't know why. everyone at school started bullying him, while his best friend made other friends; his grades were getting worse, while his best friends got straight A's. his house life wasn't the best either, with his mother being dead and his father being always out in clubs doing drugs and drinking with other girls. he only came home to beat up his son or hookup with some random chick met at some club. Isaac was tired of it all and came up with a plan. when he finally graduated, he used the money of his part time job to go on a train to Paris and make a new life, but will he survive the flight when he finds out that the person sitting next to him is nobody less than his "best friend"?
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