About the eternal soul in the verses of words, about the place that becomes a memory, and about happiness that must swallow pain.
Happiness? Happiness with a feeling that doesn't deserve it is actually painful because happiness is about the feeling, not just being together.
A sincere intention to offer help was misunderstood, leading to a homeless man with no identity being married to a man whose life seemed perfect.
Gemini Norawit Titicharoenrak, in his anger and suspicion towards the foreign man, still felt a trace of sympathy. Thus, Gemini reluctantly accepted the homeless man.
Hemkarn, that was the name Gemini gave him. Undoubtedly, Gemini gave Hemkarn a sense of comfort, one that Hemkarn himself feared, thinking that one day he might start longing for affection in the meantime. Moreover, Gemini's words and actions felt like a glimmer of hope that pierced his small heart.
"I've never felt that rain could make me so happy like today." -Hemkarn
"Every time it rains, remember me. I will make you happy." -Gemini
However sweet Gemini Norawit Titicharoenrak may be, Hemkarn would always remain an outsider.
"I didn't do it... I didn't push her... I'm not the killer..." - Hemkarn
Unable to bear being constantly made a victim, Hemkarn disappeared. Far away from Gemini's toxic life. His disappearance left Gemini lost, searching for Hemkarn like a person out of their mind.
Until one day, Fourth Nattawat Jirotchikul, the heir of Enchanted Gleam, appeared to deliver a slap in the face to all those who had once bullied and humiliated Hemkarn. Yet, Gemini was still searching...
Who is Fourth, and where has Hemkarn gone? Will the longing ever find its rightful owner?
Is it true that one can feel someone's presence when they are gone? Not dead, but missed. Not lost, but searched for after.
"We are too greedy to possess, but not how to embrace loss."
GeminiFourth Fanfic.