Chaotic Expression
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These are my most inner thoughts so they won't be for everyone to read. We all go through things in life. Sometimes we share those things and other times we keep it all tucked away inside. I don't want to do that anymore. If I can get my thoughts out there maybe It'd help someone feel like they aren't alone in the struggles they endure. We all go through things in life and some of it is completely unfathomable. Just know that you are never alone. These are just a recollection of my feelings, emotions, happiness, pain, hurt, sadness, loss, etc in the form of poems. If anyone ever needs to talk my comments and DMs are always open. I might even put a page dedicated to giving you all a space to express yourselves freely.
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