Ailments of Yearning
- Leituras 10,762
- Votos 1,060
- Capítulos 76
Em andamento18h 27m
Última atualização qui, fev 26, 2026
From nothing comes nothing. But from madness, devastation births.
At the center of Humanity's Salvation, Ian exists as nothing but an undesirable guide who resists summons and argues without any strength. All bark and no bite.
But his desire? Revenge. His sister died several years ago, and he suspects it's no accident.
Thus, as his gaze reflects the smiling Esper who heralds destruction-the epitome of power, chaos, and radiant glory-Ian strikes a deal.
"Give me your power," he demands. "I want them all to pay."
The man only smiles. A cold curve that doesn't reach his hollow gaze. "Then please, Guide, prove that you're worth my time."
Ian can do so much worse.
***
One Guide. One Esper. One revenge orchestrated by jealousy, devastation, and human nature. What is the worth of humanity-
-Are we the judges or the judged?
Todos os Direitos Reservados
#35
guideverse
Junte-se a maior comunidade de histórias do mundoTenha recomendações personalizadas, guarde as suas histórias favoritas na sua biblioteca e comente e vote para expandir a sua comunidade.
Talvez você também goste
Unlike My Enemy ( MxM )
'I shouldn't have knelt. I should have let you kill me.' 'I can still do it.' One day, I will get my revenge. It's only then that I'll be able to let my past go, and breathe again, and smile again, and maybe even love. Until then, I do not live. I bide my time. "The best revenge is to be unlike your enemy," ~ Marcus Aurelius *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violent and sexual content and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy the story! Let me know what you think! If you notice any errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them! #1 in #boyxboy on 2019-07-16 #1 in #slowburn on 2019-07-16 #4 in #gay on 2019-07-28 #3 in #MXM on 2020-01-31 #1 in #BXB on 2020-06-27Concluída
I AM THE ORIGINAL OWNER OF THE PROTAGONIST'S BODY.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS THE SECOND MALE LEAD. BUT TURNS OUT I WAS EVEN LESS THAN THAT. WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD DIED, I MET THE DEVIL. EXCEPT THAT WE HAVE MET ONCE BEFORE. THE DEATH THAT LED ME HERE, WAS THE SECOND TIME I HAD DIED. "YOU HAVE FULFILLED THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT." THE DEVIL SAID. "YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE TO SUCCEED. IT WAS INEVITABLE THAT YOU LOST YOUR MEMORY AND YOUR WILL FOR REVENGE SANK DEEP INTO YOUR LOSS." IT WAS HARD TO ACCEPT. AS AN AGENT FILLING THE ROLE OF THE SECOND MALE LEAD, I THOUGHT I WAS BORN AS ONE. BUT EVERY IDENTITY I HAD EVER HOLD WAS A HOAX. BECAUSE THE REAL ME WAS SOMEONE PATHETIC WITH THE WILL OF GOD AGAINST MY SIDE. LIKE EVERY STORY IN A ONCE UPON A TIME..... A MISTREATED CHARACTER WHO WAS ABUSED WAKES UP ONE DAY; WITH THEIR DEMEANOR COMPLETELY CHANGED; AS IF POSSESSED. WITH THE BLESSING OF A SECOND CHANCE TO LIFE, THE MISTREATED CHARACTER SHINES BRIGHTER AGAINST THE DARK, THE CONTRAST OF HIS PAST SELF AND HIS CURRENT SELF ESTABLISHING THE FOUNDATION OF THE TITLE "PROTAGONIST." HE FACE SLAPS HIS FEAR WITH COURAGE. CHANGES HIS IMAGE FOR THE BETTER. WITH EYES RIPPLING LIKE CLEAR WATER HE CHARMS EVERYONE UNDER HIS SPELL. MEN FALL FOR HIM. WOMEN FAWN OVER HIM. AMONG THOSE MEN WHO ARE OF HIGH VALUE BECOME THE MALE LOVE INTERESTS. THOSE WHO ABUSED HIM FELL FOR HIM. THE MAN WHO RAPED HIM FALLS FOR HIM. THE TYRANT EMPEROR OF ANOTHER KINGDOM BECOMES INFATUATED WITH HIM. EVEN THE FAMILY THAT SOLD HIM AWAY WANTS HIM BACK. ALL THESE CHANGES HAPPEN AFTER THE SOUL IS CHANGED. THEN WHAT ABOUT THE ONE WHO HAD DISAPPEARED? WHAT ABOUT THE ORIGINAL SOUL OF THE BODY THAT THE PROTAGONIST HAS TRANSMIGRATED TO? I WAS EXACTLY THAT ORIGINAL SOUL:THE REAL OWNER OF THE PROTAGONIST'S BODY. ZEKE, IS, BACK! FOR REVENGE. THIS WORLD WILL BURN DOWN WITH MY REVENGE. I REMEMBER NOW! I HAD SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL. FOR REVENGE. AND NOW, MY REVENGE STARTS. I WILL MAKE THIS WORLD MY HELL.Concluída![Mad God's Love [Dark, enemies-to-lovers BL]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/363108776-256-k220904.jpg)
Mad God's Love [Dark, enemies-to-lovers BL]
All he wanted was to disappear. What he found wouldn't let him go. Humanity clings to survival in fortified cities, learning to live beside the horrors that slipped in from another plane. Monsters now walk freely among the ruins of the old civilisation. For a runaway boy scraping by on the streets, danger is nothing new. Hunted by violent men and ignored by a society too busy surviving, he's learned to trust no one. But when he crosses paths with a strange, otherworldly being - one unlike any he's seen before - his life takes a turn for the surreal. The creature is powerful, unpredictable, and completely alien in thought. It breaks boundaries as easily as bodies, and the boy wants nothing more than to be rid of it. But fate - or an unbreakable, incomprehensible will - keeps pulling them together. As tension builds and an uneasy bond begins to form, a far greater danger looms. And it's not from the monsters outside the walls. The story in full, including the explicit excerpts: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0D5WL39BL (chapters 1 R - 12 BC) https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CYT3Q7H7 (chapters 13 R - 25 R)Concluída
Beneath His Gaze
In the underworld of Italy's most feared mafia, Ian Romero is a king - ruthless, cold, and untouchable. Molded by a father who showed no love, only control, Ian was raised to lead with an iron fist, not feel with a fragile heart. That is, until one mission throws him into the path of a mysterious, dangerous man named Alexander Volkov. Alexander is no ordinary stranger. With a sharp mind, a body carved by war, and eyes that see too much, he pierces straight through Ian's armor. Their connection is instant, raw, and terrifying. Ian wants to hate him. Instead, he ends up in his bed - and eventually, under his gaze, in his heart. But when a night of uncontrollable passion leads to an impossible outcome - Ian finds himself *pregnant* - everything begins to unravel. His father, disgusted by the truth, disowns him. His gang questions his leadership. The world he built starts to collapse. With nowhere else to go, Ian runs... straight into Alexander's arms. But love in the mafia world is dangerous. Secrets have teeth. Enemies are closing in. And what grows inside Ian isn't just life - it's a symbol of everything the world wants to destroy. Can Ian survive long enough to protect what he never expected to want? Or will everything he is - and everything he loves - be torn from him? --- **🔥 Dark. Tender. Addictive.** *Beneath His Gaze* is a steamy, emotionally charged gay mafia romance with **mpreg**, betrayal, found family, and forbidden desire. Perfect for fans of dark romance with vulnerable strength, powerful chemistry, and a touch of the impossible.Concluída
Zero Point
※Warning: This novel contains intense violence, non-consensual coercive relationships, and offensive expressions. Please be mindful when purchasing.※ Also, the background and settings in the work are all fictional, and we clarify that regions, people, organizations, and other company names have no relation to reality. Lee Eunseok became an orphan after losing his family to the 'Gate' incident that occurred 20 years ago. Though he dreamed of awakening as an Esper to take revenge on the monsters, he reached adulthood without awakening. Among the limited choices given to orphans, he chose to join the military. After working diligently in the field, he was considered a promising candidate for the next team leader position in the Intelligence Command. However, during a mandatory health examination, he is identified as an S-class Guide. "Mr. Lee Eunseok, as you have awakened as a Guide during your health examination, you will be reassigned to the Bureau of Ability Management." "Who decided this?" "We are not here to ask for permission, but to inform you." Moreover, under the Guide Protection Act, Guides are not allowed to enter Gates. While Eunseok, who had been a field special agent, contemplates his desire to enter Gates, Choi Hanseo, an S-class Esper and guild master of White Tiger, approaches him. "Do you have the courage to enter Gates with me?" Eunseok begins his life as a Guide after contracting with Choi Hanseo on the condition of participating in Gate raids. However, he finds himself increasingly bothered by S-class Hunter Choi Hanseo's subtle yet obvious advances... "We seem to need more efficient guiding. For instance..." Choi Hanseo trails off, raising his free hand to meaningfully brush his thumb across Eunseok's lower lip
Hope - a fateful moment (Vol.4) ✅️
"What do you mean by that? What right do you have to take him with you?" Steve pressed. The demon looked at him with glowing eyes, his bestest friend and greatest love unconscious in the arms of this man. "Hope is my mate, my bride, as you humans would say. I will take him with me to Hell where he belongs. You humans will forget that he existed, because he died in the accident four months ago. Human, live your life to the fullest, that's what my heart would wish for." ***************************************** In an instant, Hope is torn from life, falls low and ends up in Hell. But that's not where he belongs. His mother had sold his soul and so Hope begins his life in hell. He winds up at a slave auction and is sold to a demon who has been waiting for him all his life. Can he win Hope for himself? What is truly behind his fall into Hell? ______________________________________________ Order of the Fate-Series: Vol. 1: Belial - a fateful night Vol. 2: Zackory - a fateful touch Vol. 3: Nix - a fateful kiss Vol. 4: Hope - a fateful moment Vol. 5: Aleksander - a fateful decision (final book) You should read the previous volumes first to understand the plot of this book. This story is a boy x boy story with a lot of emotion and also erotic scenes. The scenes are marked and can be skipped without having a disadvantage when reading further. My proofreader is @livblace. ;D The characters and contents of this story are fictitious and subject to my copyright. Use without my prior consent is unlawful as it is an infringement of my copyright. I wish you a lot of fun! Your Mouse GoddessConcluída
Wake of the Dead | One
#1 in LGBT 9/23/21, #1 in Horror 9/23/21, #2 in BxB 9/23/21, #1 in ZombieApocalypse 9/23/21 Killian's eyes flickered up to Jasper. In the afternoon sunlight, the younger man's hazel irises brightened into a beautiful, golden honey-brown. Jasper was speechless for a few split seconds, until he managed to make his mind work out what to say next. "We're a team. That means no man gets left behind. I'll come back for you, I promise." ________________________ Killian-Grey has survived on his own for five months since the world was taken over by the dead. Desperation drives him to accidentally stealing somebody's food. A plea for help after being stabbed is answered by Jasper Adachi, an ex-military soldier determined to save the innocent and bring Killian back to the safety of his group. The two make an unlikely pair, but soon realize their survival may depend on one another more than they had initially thought. When the time comes, will Killian join Jasper's group, or wander out on his own once again? The dead are dangerous, but the living are cruel. If the two are to survive, they'll need to learn to get along and stick together. Will they work as a team, or become one of the dead? Copyright 2020 © All Rights Reserved ________________________ *Currently being edited* ________________________ Since mock websites are becoming more common unfortunately, I have to give the disclaimer that this story is only being published on Wattpad, if you see it anywhere else let me know so I can warn my followers and also be aware that it could make your device vulnerable to malware. Story is not recommended for anybody under 17 years of age due to: • Gore • Violence • Strong languageConcluída
Unexpected Attraction (BxB Fantasy) | Completed
Mikael Volkov was certain he knew what his type was in guys. But after transferring to a new high school and getting on that first bus, he was blown away by someone unexpected. And his attraction was undeniable. But Mikael has something special about him, just like his love interest. And that attracts trouble in a number of ways. But will they get out of it whole and healthy? Join Mikael and experience special friendships, drama, action, supernatural abilities, and more. ______________ Warnings: Child abuse (mentions of the past) Sexual abuse (mentions that have not been perpetuated by the main characters) Kidnapping Mentions of rape/sexual assault (not perpetuated by the main characters) Mentions of drug use (not perpetuated by the main characters) Violence Good things: Fluffy romance Protectiveness Obsessiveness Cute moments/scenes Cute bromance Friendships Good family And more! ______________ Cover image was produced through innumerable text prompts (from my [Alessa/Origin_of_Kelpie's] mind) in an AI photo generator after at least thirteen different style options. I then used my art skills to extend the upper part of the image since the original did not fit in a 512x800 box. The text was added in a photo editor. Please do not steal this cover as it still took time and effort to both design and create. (Cover changed 10/12/2025.) Tag rankings out of a 1,000+ stories: #2 in "organizations" (8/16/2023) #3 in "humantrafficking" (5/30/2023)Concluída
Echo Protocol
BL BL BL BL A bodyguard on the run. A psychologist with ghosts in his voice. They weren't meant to save each other-only to endure. Yet between echoes of gunfire and the ghosts of their pasts, they find themselves asking the question neither dares to voice. "What if survival means surrendering to the one who could destroy you?" *** Updates had been temporarily on hold HAHAHA this is under massive editing. Thank you!
98.99%
In this world of guides and espers, gates leading to dungeons spawn across the world and espers are the only ones who can effectively clear them with their extraordinary powers. But the use of these powers aren't without consequences, as it drains the esper's energy greatly, replacing it with a malicious miasma, to the extent of going insane, and can only be calmed by a guide, who have different matching rates with different espers. A guide can also heal wounds with their touch, so long as they have a high match rate. . Feng De lost everything he'd lived for in a single week. Manifesting as a guide when he was twenty, he shared happy days with his partner esper, Yang Wei in a small town close to the hometown where they'd grown up together. Until one evening when an unexpected gate opened in his hometown that wiped the peaceful seaside village completely off the map before the espers could get there in time. Not 4 days after the tragedy, the two partners, both devastated by the sudden death of their beloved parents, got into the largest fight they'd ever had, and both said things they wouldn't have if not for their all-compassing grief in those moments. Utterly broken after that night, Feng De walked the 4 miles to their hometown on foot, and drowned in the ocean that had once held so many happy memories for him. But he woke 10 years later, in the body of a infant, Feng Yun. He had no ambitions this time. All that he hoped for was that this time, none of the ill fortune that had hurt him so in his past life would find him.
'I shouldn't have knelt. I should have let you kill me.' 'I can still do it.' One day, I will get my revenge. It's only then that I'll be able to let my past go, and breathe again, and smile again, and maybe even love. Until then, I do not live. I bide my time. "The best revenge is to be unlike your enemy," ~ Marcus Aurelius *** WARNINGS: The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for children. Some chapters include violent and sexual content and may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. -------------------------------------------------- Dear Reader, I hope you'll enjoy the story! Let me know what you think! If you notice any errors or typos, please let me know in the comments section and I'll gladly fix them! #1 in #boyxboy on 2019-07-16 #1 in #slowburn on 2019-07-16 #4 in #gay on 2019-07-28 #3 in #MXM on 2020-01-31 #1 in #BXB on 2020-06-27
Mais detalhesDiretrizes de Conteúdo