Finding Nirvana
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Last published Mon, Dec 16, 2024
"Oh shut up Carson, you're just mad because you wish I was hooking up with you instead of him."
He shook with anger, "whatever, I should've just left you there with him. Really solidify everyone's opinion of you being a trailer park whore. They all wanna fuck you but no one ever wants to stick around, huh little girl?" He towered over me, menacingly close. I can't help but notice the tingling between my thighs despite the heated argument.
His breath was hot on my neck as he leaned down towards my ear. "If I wanted you, I would've already taken you."
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Nirvana Collins was 20 years old when her brother, Hendrix disappeared. Taking every piece of herself with him. Now, she's 22 and struggling to navigate through her grief and figure out what happened to him.
Carson Reed was the best friend of Hendrix, growing up in their home, attached at the hip, and being the last known person to have spoken to him. He was also deeply in love with Nirvana who has always despised him but now seems a million miles away.
Is she onto his secrets? What lies will she uncover? And not only will they find Hendrix, but will they find the missing pieces of Nirvana as well?
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