my love story

Behind this cover is a heartbreak hidden between the lines. I've been in love with the same boy since 2021. He was my first LOVE.
I have bpd so it was a very intense and toxic relationship. I was manipulated and SAed all the time, but I can't move on, I still miss him so much.
It's been 6 months since i've left him, but it still haunts me every day and night.
Call me crazy, but that's the hard truth.
I'm freshly nineteen now, i was too young for this.

But yeah, I've written a few texts in my notes on my phone about this.... And these are on the following pages :)

If you can relate to this, i am very sorry to you.