Between us, Im lost
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Last published Wed, Jan 8, 2025
Nicolas Gray never expected his life to change all because of one friendship.
At the start, Corey Baker is just another guy at school, a lot different to your 'normal' boy, a little more intriguing than most, but nothing that should've made Nicolas second-guess his entire world. until they get paired up in art.
What begins as a casual friendship quickly becomes something more. Nicolas finds himself questioning feelings he's never had before. Feelings for someone he never thought he'd develop feelings for. As their bond deepens, so does the confusion.
Corey isn't what Nicolas expected. He's not the type of guy he thought he'd fall for. But suddenly, there's no denying the shift in the air, the tension between them. Corey makes him feel things he can't explain.
In the space between friendship and something more, Nicolas has to figure out if he's falling for the one person he never imagined he would.
Caught between who he was and who he's becoming, Nicolas discovers that sometimes, the things you least expect can change everything.
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