Chapter 1 About me im marissa, im 16. im not your average 16 year old. im just a depressed girl. no one really talks to me and i dont have any friends. even my family don't care about me. i was actually adopted. my new family dont care about me. they treat me wrong. i wish i could get my old family back and be happy. but they passed away from a car accident. im the only one who lived. even my sister didn't make it. my sisters name was hailey. i always looked up to her, and she was my bestfriend. she was always there for me and i could always talk to her about my problems. but now shes gone too. all of my happiness is gone. i lost everything. and now i just self harm and i am 0 months clean. i hate it. it was a huge mistake.