Feelings {Jaspar}
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Last published Sun, May 3, 2015
"Look me in the eyes..." Caspar's voice was rough and low, he grabbed my wrist, growling under his breath. I squirmed, looking up at his tall frame that hovered above me, the smell of alcohol filled my nose almost making me gag. "Caspar... You're hurting me.." I whispered, my voice cracking between words. He pinned me down on the bed "Fine! Then I'll be the one to come out first, I fucking love you Joe Sugg!"
My heart stopped, Caspar loved me..?
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