For I Will Still Praise Him
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Last published Wed, Mar 5, 2025
Why am I so depressed?
Why this turmoil within me?
Put your hope in God, for I will still praise Him,
my Savior and my God. (Psalm 42:5)
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First-year university student Abigail struggles to depend on God and her community while facing the struggles that come with her clinical depression.
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"I don't want to be here anymore," I sob, warm tears flowing down my face.
Pete wraps me in a tight hug, "I'm sorry you have to go through this Abby. I'm so proud of you, seriously."
"I haven't done anything that would make you proud."
"I've been proud since the moment you existed."
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