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what if !!! WHAT IF !!! [COTAG]
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What if you just killed yourself? What if you just ended your life? RIGHT NOW! RIGHT NOW BRYCE! Dose yourself in some oil and LIGHT yourself on FIRE with that stupid lighter you care SO MUCH ABOUT. You FUCKING ADDICT!
...Is what Simon was going to say, if he didn't notice that there was an american bison behind them.
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Through the relapse of time and space, dreams and reality, Pigeons and Bison, Protag starts to go insane. And, believe it or not, his coworker is not helping!! Wow!!
cover art by me.
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