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Aleeza Khan had mastered the art of indifference. Love, to her, was a hollow promise, an illusion she'd seen shatter too many times in the lives of those around her. The sound of arguments and the silence of broken vows had taught her one truth: boys were trouble, and love was a lie she'd never fall for. She wrapped her heart in steel, vowing to never let anyone close enough to hurt her.

But then came Baran Kaya, a man as enigmatic as the midnight sky and just as captivating. With eyes that held secrets and a smile that seemed to promise forever, Baran wasn't like anyone Aleeza had ever met. He didn't push past her walls; he waited for her to lower them. He didn't demand her heart; he earned it piece by hesitant piece. Slowly, Aleeza found herself believing in something she had always despised-love.

"He taught me how to love, but forgot to teach me how to survive without it."

For the first time, Aleeza's world felt full. But the higher the climb, the harder the fall. One day, without explanation, Baran disappeared, leaving behind only memories and questions that cut deeper than any blade. Was his love real, or was she just another chapter in his story?

"I never believed in love until he gave it to me, and now I can't stop believing even when it's gone."

Heartbroken but determined, Aleeza embarks on a journey of self-discovery, unraveling the truth behind Baran's mysterious departure and the depth of her own resilience. What she uncovers will change everything she thought she knew about love, loss, and herself.

"He became the reason I believed in love, and now he's the reason I fear it."

A tale of passion, betrayal, and rebirth, Aleeza's story will take you on a rollercoaster ride of emotions, where love isn't just a feeling-it's a force that can either heal or destroy.All Rights Reserved

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