Tanya has always been someone who craves control, especially when it comes to her relationship with Paul. She believes that if everything is perfect-if Paul cares the way she does and follows her lead-their love will be unshakable. But despite Paul's efforts to meet her expectations, Tanya's constant push for perfection is slowly pushing him away.
As their relationship deepens, Tanya realizes she's been chasing something she can't control, while Paul has been maturing and learning to navigate their differences. After an emotionally charged confrontation, Paul asks for space, and Tanya is left questioning everything she thought she knew about love, control, and her own identity.
Will Tanya be able to let go of her obsession with perfection and learn to trust Paul-and herself? As both of them face their own inner struggles, the path forward is unclear. Can their love survive the pressure of their expectations, or is the distance between them too great to bridge?
In this emotionally raw and relatable journey, Tanya must confront her insecurities and learn that sometimes, letting go is the only way to keep what truly matters. The real question is-can she change in time before it's too late?
Note: Hey, I'm so happy you're reading my story!
This writing comes from a really personal place. I've been in situations where I've tried way too hard to make things "perfect"-whether in relationships or just life in general-and it never works out the way I want. Writing this was kind of like working through that, and I hope Tanya's story resonates with you in some way. We all have things we need to work on, and sometimes, it takes realizing you need to change before you can start to heal.
I'm only 19, so yeah, this is real for me. I've been there, trying to control everything, and I know I'm not the only one. If you feel the same way, just know you're not alone. If you want to talk about it, hit me up! 💖
Thanks for reading, and I hope you stick around for more. Love ya!
#1 book of Alluring love series
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"Why the fuck you let him touch you!!!"he growled while punching the wall behind me
'I am so scared right now what if he hit me like my father did to my mother or what if he tried to hurt me more then him or what if he-'
he cutted me
"Answer! why you let him touch you?"he said while taking heavy breath to try to control his anger
"H...he ju...just tucked m..my hair stands b...behind my ea...ear"I said while trying not to cry
he came closer very very close his hands were on wall and he bend lower to match my height. Right now his face is so close to mine that our breathes were mixing and I clutched my hands on my saree
"No! he didn't 'just' tucked you hair stands, that is too much he is not allowed to do that actually no one is allowed to that except me. no one is allowed to do this" he said and slid his hands on my bare waist I shivered
"no one is allowed to do this" he said and peck my neck I am feeling fire on my skin again
he came closer to my ear
"and he didn't just tucked you hair stands but he also touch your fingers for fucking whole 47 seconds" he said intentionally touching his lips on my ear
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ISHIKA SHARMA (22y/o, 5'2height)
She was very talkative like people have to told her to shut her mouth, carefree, childish, had anger issues, and extrovert but this all she was
but now she talks so less, careful, mature, have trust issues and introvert
but why!?
YUVRAJ SINGH YADHUVANSHI (27y/o, 6'2height)
he hate noise he don't talk much he try not to speak even if it's important,cold,rude and bossy
but a total different person with her but why?
Read this book to know the story of them atleast read 10 chapters then decide.
♡°Tropes:~°♡
-Arrange Marriage
-Age gap
-grumpy x sunhine
-MML is obsessed with MFL with a capital 'O'