Thinking of you (Joe Sugg fanfic)
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'Thinking of you is all I ever seem to do'
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think straight all because of you. You broke me down and tore me apart. Now my hearts shattered because of you. Because of you I'm afraid. Because of you I play on the safe side so I don't get hurt. That's what you've done to me. You've ruined me.
All the lies broke down the one and only Joe Sugg. His fans didn't know how upset Joe was. Joe kept himself to himself. He put up walls all around him all because of one girl. Will he ever get over her? Will he admit how upset he is? Will he ever stop pretending?
Joe has a mask on. He hides his every emotion. He admits his emotions to himself but not other people. Will Joe ever get over her by himself? Or will it take the one, when she comes along.
When he meets lexi he fell for her hard, just like she did for him. The only problem is he's still trying to protect himself. Will Lexi be able to show him true love. Or will Joe push her away?
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