A Perfect Christmas

It feels like I'm sinking into the ocean that I can't breathe. It is so cold, that I couldn't find any drop of solace in it. There, it feels like someone is trying to destroy my soul that I wanna die out from the pain.

Thorough that every secrecy's such a blissful to aim, but having to realize how it cost much then one's life-soul. I don't seems to want such ecstasy to hold.

It feels so heavy, the boundaries- and I could still feel the same pain I had when you vanished. That I was able to recall our wonderful Christmas. These shards of memories that made me smile but also made me feel hopeless because I knew that in my life-that it won't happen again.