I PROMISE YOU

A knock interrupted me , I got up and opened it, seeing my husband. my missing husband for 4 years, why did he came back, where was he when I needed him the most, his gaze softens as he saw me. he hugged me.
"I wanna talk to you." he said with a low voice, tightening the hug

I pulled away, looking at him. "talk about what?" I said with a hurt voice

"look, I'm sorry I shouldn't have disappeared like that. I'm sorry for leaving you. it was from work.."

"work, you mean fucking mafia?, am I not important? did you even loved me?" i snapped

"how did yo-, of course I love you. listen to me, strawberry." he demand, strawberry. I missed that nickname. he grabbed my arm, pulling me back to his arms. I missed this.

"jane, I promise you the world. I swear it wont happen again"

".." I didn't replied

I gaze at his eyes, its full of love and affection, its like its telling me to trust him. but how? after he disappeared like that. no text, no call, no nothing, its like I didn't matter at all and now here he is, standing standing in front of me.