The Story Of Us

I couldn't imagine my life being like other girls. You know, with the guy that cares about you more then anyone else. I would never have that. I know for a fact. The reason I know that and I'm so sure is because everytime I had that guy that i could stick with, I lost him. I pushed him away, or he ripped my heart to shreads. Nothing lasts forever.

The thing is I believe in fairytales, kind of. You can find that one that makes you want to change. That person that never leaves your mind. But they will only be there for so long. Then there gone. And the excruciating pain you go through to get over them, its terrible.

Everyday was the same. The boy though, the one that made me so gone. He didn't go here. He went to a school across town and had 100% no idea i was this way because of him, but i guess it was more because of me. I was stupid. Every girl wanted him even one of my close friends. But guys can get your head all jumbled up and you have no idea what you're doing. But sorry not trying to depress the crap out of you. So I guess I'll tell you this fairytale.