Remember me ( monologue )

Remember me,In my book on the shelf,
In the movies, In the songs, In her,
house walls,garden flowers, old pictures,
Birthdays,December
What's my cue?
What I'm I supposed to be?
I'm I my wail heart?
As I'm I honest
Remember me,In my father's anger,
drunk confidence,curse words and shards of broken mirrors,guns,
cigarettes,
Nothing can take the pain of life,
the pain of love,pain of impossible notion,
What in life ends wells?
Remember me,In my mother's hands,
Dinners, stories, holidays,
Remember me,As benevolent,