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Touch me Not

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Adam Webb spent most of his teenage years in love with his best friend, Gabriel Connor, only to be thrown out of their shared apartment when he finally found the courage to reveal his feelings. 

Seven months later Adam's effort to save their lost friendship finds him more than he ever asked for. After all, being thrown out has to be better than thrown into a wall. 

However, Adam isn't ready to give up. Trapped and isolated in a dangerous relationship, he falls deeper and deeper into Gabriel's world. Despite Adam's attempts to push them away, his friends are determined to help, but the man who fights hardest is Cameron McCain, Adam's photography teacher--a man who treasures what Gabriel does not. 

They say love should conquer all. But when passion breeds fear and love turns toxic, will Adam make the right choice? 

Reader Advisory: This novel contains scenes of domestic violence and dubious consentAll Rights Reserved

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My Type of Socializing | ✓ by saintc

Adam is a Neet. He never leaves his apartment unless he absolutely has to. He holes himself up, only giving attention to his comics and cartoons. However, things change when a noisy party animal moves in next door and becomes a pest. Adam is given no other choice but to confront his neighbor. A series of events pushes Adam outside his bubble and forces him to interact with others. And maybe, just maybe, he thought his neighbor, Assad, was a bit good looking. * * * * * TW/CW: The MC of this novel has social anxiety and depression, and although there are no thoughts relating to violence or self-harm, the MC is consistently in a state of mind /internal monologue that can be mentally tasking for people with similar conditions.

Oblivious by Avylinn

The first thing I noticed was the moans: soft sounds of love, and then skin slapping against skin. "Cut!" someone yelled, and the cameras stopped. Callum is thrown into a whirlwind of conflicting emotions as he walks in on a compromising scene, to put it mildly, between his best friend and another guy. What Callum thought he knew about Ayden is obviously not enough--maybe not even enough to continue the friendship they had both treasured for years. But, what started out as a conflict and transformed into a collision may have been the best thing that ever happened to their failing relationship. - This will be a tale about jealousy and tainted love, wrecked hearts and tender hope. These characters will be flawed so don't expect perfect gentlemen with careful words. Please note that this novel is not finished in terms of content editing.

Forbidden Fruit by hannaZhrb

*COMPLETED* Short Story: Jaxson likes his life as it is. He graduated high school and got a fully paid football scholar ship for one of the best universities in the country. And to top it all off, his best friend Nick got accepted into the same school. Now they get to share a room and live their normal college life side by side with their best friend. But when a drunken kiss changes everything, how will the two continue? A Sidestory to 'Save me Romeo' (Can be a standalone)

The Betrothed (BoyxBoy) by panda_lover____

Tyler Lewis is a 17-year-old openly gay boy who's been heartbroken so many times. After finding a new "love" his parents were afraid that his heart would break again. Meeting his new partner, his parents weren't pleased, however, Tyler insisted on continuing to see the other man. Fed up with his attitude, his parents desperately tried to look for a way out. A few days later, Tyler's parents received a call from one of their old college friends. The Young family was composed of Hunter, their eldest son Hunter (age 28) and their youngest son Nathan (age 21). The situation with Tyler brought up old agreements between his parents and the Young family. It was the agreement that, when the time came, The Lewis' eldest child would marry the Young's eldest child. Unfortunately, they didn't anticipate both of them to be boys, but this didn't seem to be a problem to both parties. Tyler and Hunter hated the idea, but that wasn't the biggest problem. The biggest problem was that Hunter was as straight as a pole. *** WARNING *** This book contains relationships between two men. At some points in the story, there will be [R] rated content that will not be suitable for minors. Please read at your own risk! *** EDITING IN PROGRESS ***

My Best Friends Brother by MonroeThirty

My Best Friends Brother - Book Three in The Forbidden Lust Series "You're my best friends little brother Milo, we can't do this." Looking at me with those f**king gorgeous pale hazel eyes, I know I can't keep holding back from him for much longer, this pull dragging me towards him is too strong. He steps in even closer, his coffee stained breath mixing with my own until the taste of him is all that coats my tongue. "I'm not a kid anymore Josh.." Joshua Jones, everyone's favourite best friend. Losing the love of his life ten years ago meant one thing for him - surrendering to a life alone. Instead he chose to focus on the family he built for himself, channelling all he had into making sure they were all happy, even if he wasn't. Coming back after a few years away from Westbrooke, not too much has changed; everyone was carrying on with their lives, while he stays stagnant. They were having kids, getting married, running businesses... Josh doesn't even have someone to kiss goodnight. He's okay though, really, or so he thought... Until he finds out something definitely has changed - Milo Thompson. The once shy geeky little brother of his best friend is no longer the child he once knew, that right there is a damn man. A man that he shouldn't be drawn too.. A forbidden man... Throw in a crazy teenage sister, overly involved best friend, sexuality confusion, hot business rival, evil ex-sister in-law/fathers mistress and all your favourite psycho's from our original Westbrooke tales.... Then ladies and gentlemen, we have got ourselves a story. *BOOK THREE IN THE FORBIDDEN LUST SERIES! MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE FIRST TWO BOOKS AHEAD! I HIGHLY RECOMMEND READING BOOK ONE (MY FUTURE STEPBROTHER) AND BOOK TWO (MY TWISTED LOVERS) TO UNDERSTAND THE ROAD THAT BROUGHT THESE TWO TO THIS POINT**YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED*

My Psycho Jock (bxb) by UnlovableBitch9785

Growing up in a small world and being in a poor family, Benjamin Evan doesn't know normal. He doesn't have TV and the only thing he's exposed to is Edward Dawson. His best friend. But time always had been envy of the human progress and aging beauty that when high school happen, Benjamin and Edward were no longer friends. Benjamin grow up to be the boy next door with muscular figure and good looking feature. While Edward is somewhat small, short and lame. Benjamin is popular and a jock that had always contribute trophies and winning championship to the school. Everyone adores him. But don't let that angelic demeanor fool you because he is nothing that he seems and Edward Dawson is a person who's life is about to be destroyed.

Your Love is Killing Me by DOCFOX

(BxB) Warning! Somebody had criticized this book to be one of the most TOXIC ones they've ever read. Kindly read at your own discretion please. This book is featuring a crazy jealous, overly-possessive, and controlling boyfriend. Also containing toxic relationship and has thick atmosphere of manipulation... But don't mistake this for a typical abusive relationship story, because it's not. You can only understand if you read everything.. :) A high school story about two boys with two different lives. They can never believe in love. One is a heart breaker, the other is a bully victim. How life will lead them into each other's arms.

Chaos & Pleasure | ✔️ by diamondxfantasy

A MXM Novella ➠ Can the pleasure outweigh the chaos? Kol Christian Kaine. So hot, so secretive and so off limits. In so many ways. I managed to keep distance between us for so long and managed to keep my feelings bottled up. For eight years. For 8 years I lived in a non realistic mindset and I really thought I could do it. I thought I was strong enough. But, temptation is a bitch. Christian Kol Cooper. The name of the kid that was just supposed to remain my little sister's best friend. He was nerdy, funny and a golden ray of sunshine. Now he's all grown up, I said could resist temptation. I said could keep my boundaries set in place. So why did I break them. Why did I break the one rule most sacred to me? It was supposed to be one night. But I just couldn't resist my urge to have him more and more. Now, I have to pay for my own decisions. ➠ BOOK 1 [ COMPLETED ] Word Count: 84K+ ➠ Started: 08/13/22 Finished: 03/08/23 ➠

The Life We Had | Gay BxB | by dollygrand

The new, geeky kid in school gets partnered with a popular jock in biology. He believes that geeks and jocks can't be friends until this particular jock proves him wrong. And there may be something even better in the air... ***** After his family moves across the country, Sky has to start his life all over again in an unfamiliar environment. Without any friends or people who shares his passion for nature, he believes he is facing a lonely life, until he is being partnered with a popular athlete, Max, in biology. Becoming friends with Max is more than Sky could've asked for, but he also makes friends with Troy, the always cheerful best friend of Max, and even with the grumpy quarterback, Luke. But Sky will soon find out it is not just friendship that ties them all together... || Gay || BxB || MxM || LGBT || Romance ||

The Smile Has Left Your Eyes by XrainXstormX

"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.

Help Me by QuirkyNightOwl

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Student and Teacher (BxB) by purplefox12

May 26, 2020: #1 in Teacherandstudent Under Major Editing because I wrote this when I was 14 years old... Jordan is a 16 year old boy who is a Junior in High school, gay and proud. Many of his peers look up to him and want to be in his shoes. Basically, he's popular. Everything changes one day on his sixteenth birthday, that's usually how romance stories or not well thought out stories start...right? Well, that is what happens to the main teen in this young adult romance story. A new math teacher. DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the pictures. My friend jibbies made my cover. If you like my stories, follow her too!

HIDING FROM THE TRUTH ✔️ by hudsonmillerr

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Dive into Temptation [ManxBoy] by GrimJulius

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In the Beat of a Wing {boyxboy} by FKNichols17

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Torn Into Pieces by scarlett4509

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Kindly Abused | 18+ by Notta_user

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