falling apart, but not alone. // taegyu

And oh, Taehyun, what isn't there to be jealous over when it comes to Txt's golden boy? Everyone just loves him sooo much. Beomgyu's hand balls into fists as he holds them painfully hard against his face. God, he hates Taehyun. He shakes his head and sobs harder into his hands because, in reality, he loves him more than anything. He wishes that he felt that platonically, but he doesn't. He's in love with Kang Taehyun

Another thing he hated about himself, was how could he be so idiotic to fall in love with his best friend.

Scratch that, how could he allow himself to be gay?!!

Plus, someone as beautiful and perfect as Taehyun could never love someone as broken and gross as him. He accidentally lets a sob slip louder than intended, then another and another. Soon so many slip passed his trembling lips he gives up trying to cover them.

ao3 - beomgyusboy