Hide The Secrets
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Last published Sun, Feb 16, 2025
September 16 1996
Dear freaking whatever you are.
I hate that I have to write in this journal. Its not as if this is helping me. To be honest, its annoying and I never know what to say. Writting wont help. It wont make me open up. This is useless!
Hermione.
I close my journal with force and glare at it.
I wish someone would understand me but nobody does and I cant trust anyone to actually talk and let me explain all the little things in my life that is making me feel this awful way.
When Hermione Granger is found bleeding from her stomach, she is immediately brought to the hospital wing. After her near death experience, she is put under a teachers watch and makes her write into a journal, makes her go to therapy for healing. They wants to figuring why she attempted suicide, why she is hurting herself and hiding her pain away......
What do u think she is hiding?
Read to find out.
Febuary 3 - #379 AnxietyDisorder
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