Ellis sure wished Nick could look at him the same, oh how'd he wish that was true. But... it'd never be like that, so why get his hopes up? Again, biting the inside of his cheek at these thoughts. those images in his mind sure made his stomach warm. A part of him wanted it to be true. A life with Nick? Kissing his lips, taking off that fancy suit to see the body underneath...
Silently as he could, he cleared his throat, foot pressing a bit harder on the gas, hands around the wheel more firmly. It hasn't even been four days with Nick around, and he's been disappointing Ellis more than the latter could count with how many fingers he had. This is just a stupid little fantasy, yeah... just a make-believe to cope with all the bullshit thrown their way. Never meant anything more.
- Author Note -
Drunken me thought this was a good idea, I've never posted here and left it up. Bare with me on this
❝ALL MY TROUBLES ON A BURNING PILE
ALL LIT UP AND I START TO SMILE.❞
MIGUEL DIAZ X FEM!OC
SEASON 1 - 6
crownsmist, 2022
cover by @norasnetflix
spanish & french translations are in my reading lists!