Only You, Always
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Last published Wed, Jan 8, 2025
This is... different. I'm going back to my town. My home. After so long. Four years-feels like a lifetime. I should be excited, right? To see them... my family, my people... the streets that raised me, the walls that kept my secrets. But..."
"...as they say, the past... it does haunt us, doesn't it?"
"I'm scared. Not of facing them. No, not even of facing... her. I'm scared of facing myself. The me I left behind. The me who made mistakes I never knew the size of... or the consequences. Was it really a mistake? How bad was it, Rubel? Was it her mistake, mine, or the other's? I don't even know. I just... ran......
And what if she's still there? Still waiting... for me?. Does she still love me like she did? That mad, almost reckless love... or have I been a ghost she's long-buried? If she does, what do I even say? And if she doesn't-"
I think was just a Child-play or I was only one for her?
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