|N's Diary | Draft Title: I Hate It Here | N | Murder Drones | angst
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N's trauma, feelings and thoughts on a story, he will, break down (?), basically all the drama we wanted to see on the series, N has a story to tell, and just because he is the "goofy" character they don't explore it.
N wants to know what happened to his lost memories, to know who he is, what he is, and mostly, why he feels so... empty, so sad, without reason at all, he is hurting himself and no one seems to notice, why is he the only one who seems to care about this, his thoughts are not important?, his feeling are not important? his decisions are not important? IS HE NOT IMPORTANT?!
I really wanted to explore his character more, he has so much potential, and they just treat him as the comedy character, which he is, but still, has a lot trauma behind it.
Nuzi, SH, Severe Depression, ED, murder (I mean- MURDER Drones-) sensitive topics, (nothing too explicit, just wanted to write a phycological story :3)
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