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Parts 38
Time 5h 57m

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"Louis...what happened that night?", I ignore his question. Not sure how to word it's answer, so I present my own.

"Which night?"

"The vodka. I don't- I don't remember anything."

His eyes wonder the car for a few seconds before he answers, "I think we kissed."

He seems unsure. I can already tell he's missing details. But the confirmation of what I already know chases the air out of my lungs, and I'm forced to drag it back with a slow, deep breath. 

"A-and?", I ask

"And...other... other stuff"

"Did we-"

"No...no... we... we were just really drunk and... it didn't get that far."

"Do you remember much?"

"Not- not really, I barely remember the walk home. Stumbling up the stairs to my front door"

"How was it? For you?"

"W-what?"

"The kiss- Our kiss. Did you like it?"

"I don't know. Like I said I...I barely remember"

"Do you think you'd like it if we were sober?" I feel the slightest pride at being able to force that question out. 

"I... don't know"

"Lets try", I suggest. Calmly. Again, leaving me to believe I must be going into shock from my lack of external panic. 

"Kissing?", he asks softly. Almost as if he's sharing a secret. "Why?"

"Because... I wouldn't kiss just anyone. Not the way we did that night. Drunk or sober. And I'm willing to do it again just to show you what you mean to me"

That's an...odd sentiment, I'll admit. And deep down, I know it's my selfish way of getting another kiss from him

But it's enough earn a small chuckle though, despite his on-going breakdown. 

"Is that your way of saying you're not actually mad at me?", he asks

"That's my way of asking you to kiss me"All Rights Reserved

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That Day (One Direction story) Finished (in editing) by stay_strong_move_on4

"Hello?" i answered my phone "HARRY PASS THE BONG, COME BACK TO BED HARRY, OHH HARRY YES HARRY!!" was all i heard "oh my god helllo?" said a familuar husky voice "oh hey harry" i said, my stomache went all mushy and i couldnt stop smiling "hang on babe i gotta get away hang on" he said it sound like he was running "HARREY HARRRREEEYYYYYYY GIVE ME SOME OF YOUR GRAVEY!!" i heard louis say. "GO AWAY OR I'LL TELL LARA YOU LLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE HER!!!" harry fought back. louis went quiet and i couldnt help the giggles that excaped my lips. "Ha! im back" he said i could hear the smile in his voice "hi" i breath "hi" he says in the same tone. i pick up a book and start reading while i talk to him. "what book are you reading?" he asks "hunger- wait how do u know im readin?" i say stunned "i can see you" he says laughing "HARRY YOU PERVERT!" i yell at him " i could be naked!" i continue "thats what im hoping for" he replies "HARRY!" i yell at him again "please come out side" he beggs. i hang up on him and close my curtains and get changed. as i walk out the front i see himstanding there in a white shirt and jeans. he opens his arms for a hug and i hug him back.

One new message from Harry! [Larry Stylinson] by LouisSavedMe_x

"And he has curly hair." Louis says dreamily, his head resting on his hand. "The brightest green eyes and the cutest dimples. God I just love talking to Harry. He gets me. Same sense of humour, can handle my sarcasm and he is so sweet." "You're so gone for that boy." Eleanor shakes her head fondly when she looks at her best friend. She has never seen those heart eyes on Louis before. "Why don't you meet up? The two of you have been texting now for a few weeks and you seem to click. You said he lives in London too, right? Just go for it, Lou. You deserve a nice boyfriend. Your smile hasn't been wiped off your face since you started texting. What's the problem? He has asked you to meet a few times already, no?" "I can't." Louis' smile immediately vanishes like snow in the burning sun. "Why not? Come on, you are not the nervous type, Tommo. Just go for it. If it doesn't work romantically at least you had some fun, no?" Eleanor nudges her friend with her elbow and takes place next to him on the couch. "Promise me you don't get angry, El?" Louis bites his lip nervously. "What? No, I could never be angry with you. What's wrong, Louis? Come on you can tell me!" "He thinks I'm you..." When Louis' best friend Eleanor hasn't dated in a while, he decides to take the matter in own hands and create a profile for her on an online dating app. But what happens when a guy with brown curly hair and the brightest green eyes starts texting? Maybe Louis' decision to play Eleanor is not the best one he has ever made, for sure not when he develops serious feelings for the boy who is supposed to text his best friend.

The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) by OnceUponABookcase

( DO NOT OPEN THIS BOOK UNLESS YOU HAVE READ THE FIRST ONE WHICH IS CALLED 'THE BLIND KID') (COVER BY @inkedtattoos :-)) " Can you take a picture with me, Harry? " I ask. I touch his arm, but he jerks away. I hadn't seen him in person in forever. I back up. His lips curl into a smirk, Ray Bans in his hand and a bottle of scotch in the other. " I'm sorta busy, " He spits, starting to walk away. I grab onto his arm again and he angrily turns around, throwing his arms in the air. " I have to go! Leave me the hell alone. You can get a picture later, " He shouts. The anger in his tone was apparent and his teeth were clenched together. I almost whimper, when he freezes. He was acting ridiculous. The sad thing was that this has been happening a lot. Everything was fine and then he started having sudden mood swings and then comes along him being rude to fans. ' Harry styles rude to fans ' made the cover of every newspaper and magazine in the world. He was screwed. He later earned respect back from people, when the whole thing blew over. I could tell he was relieved to say the least, but his ego has gotten bigger and bigger, just as his popularity grew; One directions popularity. " You sound familiar, " He whispers, gripping the bottle of scotch. I was scared it might break. " Do I know you? " He ask. I nod my head to myself, but don't say anything. He didn't need to know. I didn't want him to know. I hated that he was acting like this. The Harry I knew would never do this. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek and I turn to walk away. The air smells odd and the blinking lights twinkle in the distant. I keep walking even when I hear his voice calling for me. " Wait! Come back! " He yells. I keep walking.

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

$Autumn Rain {Larry Stylinson Book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

FIRST READ SUMMER SUN!!!! https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/256203011-summer-sun-larry-stylinson Lou, you know how much I fucking love you! You are everything to me! You're my whole world! You are my fucking soulmate!" Harry says, tears appearing in his eyes. "Oh yeah, am I? Am I really? Because last time I checked you don't even want to hold my hand in public, Harry. What is it? Are you ashamed of me? Am I not good enough for you and your prestigious world you are living in? Were you just scared to tell me to leave when I followed you back here? Because if you don't want me, tell me then!" Louis is full out crying, hands in his hair. "I love you so much, Lou. How many times do I need to tell you this?" Harry grabs Louis hands, wanting to show the boy how much he loves him. "Then why are you hiding me, Hazza?" It's easy to fall in love when you are surrounded by the ocean, a lot of sun and the holiday feelings. There is no stress, no obligations and everything just falls into place. Harry and Louis fell in love on a beautiful tropical island. But what happens when the two boys live together in the UK? It's easy to come out as gay in front of people you don't know, but is it as easy when you are surrounded by the people you grew up with? And on top of that being signed with a homophobic label doesn't help the situation at all when you are living with your boyfriend.

Smile at a Stranger (1D/ Niall) by marcel__

NIALL: What in the world just happened? I choked at seeing this girl? And did a spit take when I actually got a good look at her? What the hell is wrong with me? LOUIS: I turn around because I'm sure that would have made Summer laugh. But she remains silent. Her hands are still doing something with my phone and the stereo. Her face is blank looking at Niall with her eyes slightly squinted. That's weird. Summer has laughed almost every time one of us does something funny. ZAYN: "But you're One Direction." I hear her mumble. She sighs. "And that matters because?" She doesn't need to be so insecure around us. She just needs to be herself. I know that's what Niall likes. She turns around, giving me a look and with her hands on her hips. "Do I need to explain it to you?" She says sassily. Then she giggles turning back around. HARRY: "Where do you want to go?" The way her American accent blends in with her awkwardness and sassiness is attractive. And it's also funny because Niall hasn't taken his eyes off her the whole time. Mission accepted. Niall and Summer. LIAM: I look at him with a smirk on my face. He furrows his eyebrows at me. "What?" "Summer will be here soon and with all of us busy with our interviews. I thought Niall could occupy her." Zayn squints his eyes at me and comes right up in my face. "What?" I back up laughing a bit. He backs off. "You're quite the mastermind." He gives me a nod of approval. SUMMER: Man, how are we living in a world where a normal teenage girl can't fangirl anytime and anywhere? This sucks. Please forgive the minor bad fanfic moments, such as where they meet, falling in love in a short period of time, and a couple of small character cliches.

TWIST H.S. by unfuckwitary

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They Dont Know About Us - MPREG by NotReadyToPlayNice

They don't know about the things we do They don't know about the "I love yous" But I bet you if they only knew They would just be jealous of us, They don't know about the up all nights They don't know I've waited all my life Just to find a love that feels this right Louis and Harry met when they were put in a band One Direction where they had to keep their relationship a secret what happens when the band decides to take a hiatus and harry decides to pursue his own solo career and louis decides to stay behind the scenes as he becomes a successful music producer but has a secret will harry find out louis secret ??? Lets all find out together DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO ITS ALL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS A FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is a larry stylinson fanfic i do not own or have rights to the boys (I wish) but i do believe that LARRY STYLINSON is real there will be bad words boyxboy love smut and fluff mpreg LET ME BE CLEAR IN THIS BOOK AND ALL MY OTHER BOOKS JAY AND FIZZ ARE STILL ALIVE (I WANTED TO PUT IN THE DEATHS BUT I COULDNT) "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY" please comment and like and vote thanks LETS BEGIN ( YAY IM EXCITED)

Hollow (Harry Styles) #Wattys2016 by Krystal_Grace

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I turn and lean against the armrest with my feet up infront of me so I'm facing him. "What makes you think I want to?" "You're a really easy person to understand, Cameron. It was clear earlier that you didn't want me to leave because you wanted to have both of us on the same page. Am I right?" I study the texture of the wall behind him rather than giving him an answer. "I'll take that as a yes," He sat himself up straighter, fixing the collar of his T-shirt before continuing. "I rarely spoke to you the past month, yet I've noticed a lot about you." I chuckle as my gaze moves from the wall to his face. "Yeah, like what?" He smirks as he crosses his arms over his chest again. "You're always wearing that little gold necklace, even though the rest of your jewellery is silver and doesn't match, you keep it on. You can run incredibly fast, you have a small red rose tattoo on the inside of your left arm...And that's only off the top of my head." My eyebrows raise slightly as he lists things off, before smiling slightly. "It's a white rose." Niall nods, as if he was taking note of it. "You also like being clear on things; you're straightforward. You're the type of person who would either fix things themself or walk away and hope someone else will. If I didn't know any better I would assume you've thought of leaving the tour 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 once." 𝘖𝘩 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵. "By the look on your face, I'm correct in assuming that." He finishes, and as I go to speak he holds his finger up. "𝘈𝘯𝘥 you're always up early even if you went to bed at 2 a.m. the night before." I don't really know what to say, because what Niall's said leaves me speechless. "You sound like a stalker." "Not a stalker; just observant."

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"Hello?" i answered my phone "HARRY PASS THE BONG, COME BACK TO BED HARRY, OHH HARRY YES HARRY!!" was all i heard "oh my god helllo?" said a familuar husky voice "oh hey harry" i said, my stomache went all mushy and i couldnt stop smiling "hang on babe i gotta get away hang on" he said it sound like he was running "HARREY HARRRREEEYYYYYYY GIVE ME SOME OF YOUR GRAVEY!!" i heard louis say. "GO AWAY OR I'LL TELL LARA YOU LLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE HER!!!" harry fought back. louis went quiet and i couldnt help the giggles that excaped my lips. "Ha! im back" he said i could hear the smile in his voice "hi" i breath "hi" he says in the same tone. i pick up a book and start reading while i talk to him. "what book are you reading?" he asks "hunger- wait how do u know im readin?" i say stunned "i can see you" he says laughing "HARRY YOU PERVERT!" i yell at him " i could be naked!" i continue "thats what im hoping for" he replies "HARRY!" i yell at him again "please come out side" he beggs. i hang up on him and close my curtains and get changed. as i walk out the front i see himstanding there in a white shirt and jeans. he opens his arms for a hug and i hug him back.