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My R.

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This is all said in the please read bit!! So either read it here or get some more info in the please read area !! THANK YOUUU 🫶🫶



!!TW!!
Mentions is suicide


!!whole song has the meaning of suicide so please , if this makes your uncomfortable in anyways , you are not obligated to read. Thank you!!


My r is a song , not sure who it is originally created by but I know the song by Lollia. My R comes off as simply a song of a girl struggling with her own problems and thoughts of suicide , who helps the other girls she finds waiting to jump from the roof of the school. Though all of the 'girls' are the same person. The way I see it (and many others.) They represent her suicidal feelings and the reasons why she feels that way. Time and time again, she's found ways to challenge her reasons (the girls) so that she doesn't go through with it. However, the cardigan girl is her first reason that she can't challenge.

The singer references all these traits in herself at the end of the song when she jumps. I saw a comment once that said "My R" could stand for "My Reason," or "Reasons"

just figured I'd add that while I'm here. Idk if this makes any sense but that's how I interpret the song. I've enjoyed the song for years and thought of writing it up as a short story.All Rights Reserved

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