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Between Hate And Despair

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Aria Montrose and Zach Hawkins, two students with bumpy paths, find themselves forced to live together in a small apartment. Their story is marked by an intense rivalry, as they have known each other since middle school and have never really been able to get along. Aria, in the grip of a deep depression, juggles her studies with a night job that exhausts her. Meanwhile, Zach, with no financial resources, turns to streaming to try to make ends meet. 

Despite their animosity, Zach feels a strong empathy for Aria and is determined to help her break out of her downward spiral. He sets in motion a plan to give her a taste for life again, but his efforts are often met with rejection and anger from Aria. As they navigate their own struggles, the tension between them intensifies, but Zach refuses to give up. The question remains: will he succeed in breaking through Aria's shell and helping her find light in the darkness that surrounds her?All Rights Reserved

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through the cracks

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