What do I do?

A heartfelt and emotional expression of the struggles and pain faced by the speaker, who appears to be a young person dealing with the harsh realities of life. The poem delves into themes of sadness, desperation, and feeling trapped, as the speaker navigates the complexities of family struggles, responsibility, and the weight of their own emotions.

Throughout the poem, the speaker's sense of desperation and hopelessness is palpable, as they struggle to cope with the pain and suffering that surrounds them. The use of powerful imagery and metaphor ("locked in this cage", "storybook with pages stuck", "pains suffocating my chest") effectively conveys the intensity of the speaker's emotions and their feeling of being overwhelmed.

Despite the overwhelming sense of despair, the poem ultimately offers a message of hope and resilience. The final line, "But still I hold on to faith, and trust that God will lead me through the darkest day", suggests that even in the midst of great struggle, the speaker finds solace and strength in their faith, and holds onto the hope that a better future is possible.