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Ongoing, First published Jan 04
'The most prevalent question on my mind will always be "Whats the difference between being alive and living?"' 

-extract from chapter 1 (Noises)

'Yet one thing that has stunned me throughout it all is how alone I would feel in such a large place full of people.'

-extract from chapter 3 (St.Edmunds) 

'I slowly sink down onto the tiles, and I want nothing more than to scream. To let out all my pain, my anger, my emotions. But I can't. The consequences of such action scares me too much.' 

-extract from chapter 8 (A baby bird)

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Hello all, I'm just letting you know that the basis of this book means a lot to me, and I hope that some of you can resonate with it, too. I aim to discuss topics that are often not talked about in an attempt to show people that they are not alone and that they don't need to feel so ever. Although I must also warn you that some chapters in this book may all of a sudden become a little to real and personal, but I do not aim to distress any of you so if you begin to feel overwhelmed please reach out either to those close to you, or even use the comments to vent. 

Overall, I hope you enjoy the book and connect with it just as much as I do when writing it. Also, please feel free to leave feedback and let me know what you think of it. But of course, please don't take my work and use it as your own. This book is, as I said, very meaningful, and it should not be tarnished in such a way.
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