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Whispers of the Heart: De Zoektocht van Eli(Search of Eli)

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A story of love, loss, and the search for identity.

Eli thought he had everything figured out-a normal life, good friends, and a future that seemed certain. But when emotions he doesn't understand begin to surface, his world starts to shift. What starts as confusion soon turns into a painful journey of self-discovery, heartbreak, and longing.

As friendships fade and new connections form, Eli finds himself trapped between what he wants and what he fears. The warmth of Marius becomes his comfort, but when reality crashes down, Eli is left standing in the ruins of what could have been.

With graduation approaching and the past slipping further away, Eli is forced to face the truth:

Will he ever find himself?
Will the people he lost ever return?
Or will he forever be searching for answers that may never come?
In this emotionally raw and deeply personal story, Whispers of the Heart: De Zoektocht van Eli explores the pain of friendship breakups, unspoken love, and the quiet battles we fight within ourselves.All Rights Reserved

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Underneath the surface by nanchansen

Just when Isabella had lost hope in love she finds herself at a crossroads between two very different men: one, a steady presence in her life, and the other, a passionate connection she can't seem to ignore. As her relationships with both of them evolve, a sudden accident forces her to confront everything she thought she knew about love, choice, and what it means to follow her heart. In a world of uncertainties, Isabella must navigate her feelings, the pull of her past, and the reality of her future, all while deciding who-and what-truly has her heart.

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ by redxstorm

↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Everyone makes at least one mistake in their life; if you don't, you're not human. I just happen to be one of those people who make a lot of mistakes. To start with, there were the Rumours. You know, those things that only powerful people can make up? Yeah. Those. They were the beginning of everything that ever went wrong in my life, but also the thing that led me to the end. Although, I didn't know that at the time, so a few bruises and kisses down the line, I found myself faced with a big problem. I had to choose between three people, all of whom had been lying about everything for months. That wasn't an easy task for someone like me, but the biggest issue? The one who made me cry the most tears was the one I couldn't help but love. ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ "I never meant to hurt you, River." "Then why did you do it? Why did you do all of those things? I'm not some toy for you to use when you feel like it and then throw away when you're done." ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Completed ✔️ Started: 15/03/19 Finished: 18/08/19

The Quiet After by atlas92810

"I grew up in a house where silence was safer than honesty." Eli has spent his childhood decoding every sigh, every shift in tone, every unspoken rule that held his family together. To the outside world, they look perfect - but behind closed doors is a maze of control, guilt, and gaslighting that he's too young to name and too smart to ignore. Through hidden journal entries and later reflections, Eli begins to piece together the truth about the people who raised him - and the boy they almost destroyed. The Quiet After is a raw, intimate story of survival, voice, and the fragile kind of peace that comes when you finally walk away. Not about revenge. Not about forgiveness. About freedom.

Hurtless (BL) by Sammyjams02

PSA: This story isn't meant for the feign of heart. It may be triggering in many ways. It deals with physical and emotional abuse, depression, self harm, suicide idealization, and many more possible triggering things. Stand alone, but part of the Better With You World.

Two Introverts ✔ by w_ierd_o

When Samuel finds himself lost and incapable of facing his problems and the whole lot of insecurities he's built up from childhood, he comes to realize that he can't fix all of it all by himself -- and that it's okay to ask for help. It's okay to be miserable, and it's okay to feel things he's never felt before, such as having a crush on a boy. With June, his best friend, and Charles, the guy who's been crushing on him since the start of the year, Samuel courses through life, slowly coming to find some worth in himself and opening up to the people around him. . . . Yeah shut up I couldn't come up with a better title ok . . . HIGHEST RANKS SJSHAJSGSJAJSJSS #1 - strongfriendship #52 - introvert #280 - queer #59 - questioning #37 - lgbtq #25 - warm Published - Jan 10th 2022

Notebook [Book One] by SerenityHeat

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All We Need To Be by CriticallyIntense

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Thirty Days ✔ by gxxkie

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What Comes After Quiet by MartyMatlock

A companion to The Quiet Between Us Eli Hayes has always known how to live quietly-how to survive the sharp edges of high school, how to disappear into the corners of classrooms, how to bury his heart beneath poems no one else reads. But everything changed the day he stood his ground... and found that he wasn't alone. Now, after winter break, Eli returns to school not as the invisible boy, but as the one who spoke up. The one who was hurt. The one who kissed a boy and didn't look away. Navigating the halls is different now. There are eyes that linger. Whispers that follow. But there are also new voices-brave, kind ones-like the girl who stood in front of him when he needed it most. Eli begins to build tentative friendships, tiny bridges toward a world he never believed he could belong to. At home, his world remains divided. And in the quiet refuge of August's arms, love still blooms-warm, real, and no longer hidden. But as their relationship stretches into the open, the question looms: what happens when love is no longer a secret, but a stand? Tender, honest, and achingly real, What Comes After Quiet is a story about learning to speak, choosing to stay, and discovering that strength doesn't mean going it alone.

In the Chaos...I found you by BrianPaxton101

Everyone says love is supposed to save you. But no one talks about the kind that finds you in the wreckage, bleeding, and says, "I'll stay". Eli's life has always been chaos-shattered by rejection, haunted by silence, and burdened by secrets too heavy to carry alone. When he meets Luca-a boy with a dark past and a dangerous tie to the law-something unexpected sparks between them. But love doesn't erase trauma. And healing doesn't come easy when the world keeps trying to break you. Together, they'll navigate pain, family rejection, spiraling mental health, and the raw truth of survival. Because sometimes, love isn't soft-it's messy, desperate, life-saving. In the chaos, Eli found someone worth living for. "You saved me and you didn't even realize it." ⚠️ Trigger Warning / Disclaimer "In the Chaos, I Found You" is a deeply personal story that explores heavy emotional themes, including: • Depression • Suicide and suicidal ideation • Mental health struggles • Family rejection • Trauma • LGBTQ+ identity and coming out While this story is also about healing, love, and finding hope in the darkest places, it does not shy away from the pain that many people face. If you are sensitive to any of the topics above, please read with care. And remember: you are not alone. If you're struggling, it's okay to reach out for help. Resources are available, and there are people who care about you. 💙

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Underneath the surface cover

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ cover

The Quiet After cover

Hurtless (BL) cover

Two Introverts ✔ cover

Notebook [Book One] cover

All We Need To Be cover

Thirty Days ✔ cover

What Comes After Quiet cover

In the Chaos...I found you cover

Underneath the surface

Just when Isabella had lost hope in love she finds herself at a crossroads between two very different men: one, a steady presence in her life, and the other, a passionate connection she can't seem to ignore. As her relationships with both of them evolve, a sudden accident forces her to confront everything she thought she knew about love, choice, and what it means to follow her heart. In a world of uncertainties, Isabella must navigate her feelings, the pull of her past, and the reality of her future, all while deciding who-and what-truly has her heart.