Can Someone Please Tell Me Who I Am?
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Okay, this is my first time trying something like this.
Never thought I'd do this, but, uh...
Apparently, I'm more reckless than I thought. And in a terrible mood.
This isn't a fanfiction.
This isn't even one of those random ass stories about someone's life.
This is (apparently) going to be my life.
Not everything, of course. What I can share.
Because I feel like I need to let it all out.
And I'm praying to anyone and anything that people I know won't read this.
Because they don't need to see this.
Or know all of this.
I'm scared.
I'm about to lay myself bare in front of a group of strangers.
Why?
I don't know.
Well, enjoy...if you can.
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