Oh shit. (A Bakudeku fanfic)
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Last published Sat, Apr 12, 2025
Izuku starts feeling really drained all the time after being bullied and starts finding comfort in being hurt, no one really notices except for Katsuki bakugo, and eventually he is forced to face his issues, but how will it end. Will he fix what happened in the past or continue to hurt himself until his body can't take it anymore?
(My first story on here so sorry if it's bad!!)
(Also I will try to post a new chapter daily😼)
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