Dazai catches some type of illness while staying at Chuuya's house, his miserableness causing him to regress. Chuuya does not own any cold medicine, so he is forced to go out to get some. Unfortunately, regressed Dazai is not fond of Chuuya leaving him alone, so Chuuya cannot just leave him at home. With a bribe, he gets the sickly regressor to go with him, much to the brunette's dismay.
Chuuya's temper is running a bit thin (not because of Dazai), and the regressor kind of just wants to go home. Until he latches onto the idea of getting this item he saw and really wanted. Dead set on getting it, he tries to ask Chuuya for it, but the man is very persistently telling him no- though he won't hear him out long enough to know what he's practically begging him for.
He ends up going home with his temper lost, having taken it out on Dazai, and an upset regressor.
Will Chuuya make things right, or will Dazai stay upset and confused?
‧̍̊˙· 𓆝.° 。˚𓆛˚。 °.𓆞 ·˙‧̍̊ ‧̍̊˙· 𓆝.° 。˚𓆛˚。 °.𓆞 ·˙‧̍̊ ‧̍̊˙· 𓆝.° 。˚𓆛˚。 °.𓆞 ·˙‧̍̊ ‧̍̊˙· 𓆝.° 。˚𓆛˚。 °.𓆞 ·˙‧̍̊
Inspired by "Grant Yourself Some Clemency, You're Not A Lemon, See, You're A Peach" by PlayRough and "I Aim Low (I Aim True And The Ground's Where I'll Go)" also by PlayRough (on AO3)
After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him.
Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other.
All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle.
𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈
- mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide
- mentions of self harm - mentions of death
-swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery