I Hate This Thing Called "Feelings"

It's Rei Liora Del Nueve and I've been dealing with this "thing" where everyone has, and others thought of it magically but, I, did not do the same thing because it isn't easy living with a sensitive heart. Even on your best days, overwhelming feelings can arrive uninvited and bring everything crashing down in an instant. It's hard being this kind of person-you didn't choose it, you can't switch it off, so you just do your best to manage it.

Having a highly sensitive mind means you can't even get through a normal day without your own thoughts hijacking you. The feelings get tangled up in ways they shouldn't. One minute you're trying to figure out your entire life, the next you're planning a solo date to cope, and the next you're just wishing you could pause existence for five seconds just to breathe.

It's tiring me to think all of it at the same time, that is why I hate this thing called "feelings".