A love so sick / Lovesick
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Last published Mon, Jan 6, 2025
He never knew what to feel.
it was all new and weird as if something changed.
On the other hand he was confused and accepting since it wasn't the first yet felt like it was still as special as ever.
honestly to him it felt like he was smoking a blunt like how the word delusion sounds like the sun in the afternoon with a cool breeze on a bench weird but calm. (this sounds weird but this is his whole personality so bear with me pls)
(no beta or proof reading so don't mind the grammar or spelling )
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