I've been trying my hand at writing fanfics...to varying degrees of success.
I'm not sure if I even have a talent in the writing department but sometimes, my overactive imagination makes it hard for me to sleep so I write them down. Usually, they're just one specific scene that I just write around to achieve a semi-complete chapter before running out of ideas on how to spin it into a full story. Sometimes, I get acquainted with a new OC that my unconscious spontaneously created, so of course I have to write them down, or else my brain won't shut up about it. I have classes you know?! I need sleep! I need to concentrate on the chem lecture! I don't need to figure out how much Wizarding Galleon a kilo of Vibranium is cost based on the market trend during 1991! And most times, I simply get distracted by a scene in one of my favorite TV series or movie that I want to change because Clexa deserved better, dammit!
However, I have a very short attention span and never get to finish what I started. ADHD sucks.
Now, I'm left with unfinished chapters with horrible scene sequences because I have no time to proofread anything. Also, English is my second language and most of the time, I'm writing while being high on caffeine.
Anyway, it is a substantial step for me to actually upload anything on any online platform. I was thinking that since I will be unable to finish all of these, doesn't mean that they won't be able to see the light of day. In addition, I am severely insecure and I have commitment issues.
Let's see how this goes, yeah?
𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟏 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐢 𝐞𝐬
Aarna never thought two pink lines could shake her world.
She stood frozen, staring at the test in her trembling hands. Pregnant. A word she had longed to hear, yet feared the most.
Would he accept it? Or would he push her away again, just like before?
The door creaked open. Her heart pounded.
Sharad's sharp gaze met hers. "What are you hiding?"
Her breath hitched. She wasn't ready for this. Not yet.