You live with a constant ache, an unrelenting compulsion that consumes your thoughts and drives your actions. Every fleeting moment of relief leaves you hollow, ashamed, and craving more. As you navigate a cycle of desire, self-loathing, and temporary victories, you wrestle with the void inside...the one that whispers you're broken. Tonight, you try to resist, but lose the battle. This is your struggle, your story, and your search for control in a life that feels like it's slipping away.