"You have my father's eyes."
My life is defined by loss. Since my dad died, I've clung to every memory I could, the ones embedded in our small-town coastal Oregon home. But when my mom announces we're moving to England to reconnect with my dad's family, it feels like losing him all over again. England offers my mom a "new beginning"-or, in other words, a new relationship with a shockingly stable man, bringing along Harry, my "would-be" stepbrother.
Harry is everything I'm not. He's brash, reckless, and effortlessly charming: the quintessential frat boy with sleeves of tattoos to match. Yet, beneath his bravado, he carries his own burdens: a turbulent past shaped by grief, addiction, and unmet expectations. Our connection is wildly unexpected. He's magnetic, unpredictable, and more complicated than I ever imagined. Just when I think I have him figured out, he proves me wrong, leaving me tangled in his uncharted disposition.
When our parents' relationship unravels, we find ourselves no longer bound by family ties but still inextricably linked. Navigating my feelings for Harry outside the perimeters of our shared house and the wreckage of our families feels impossible-and yet inevitable.
As we delve deeper into our bond, we're forced to confront personal demons, grief, family tension, and the fear of losing each other. In a story about love, resilience, and the complexities of human connection, I learn that the most profound relationships aren't meant to be understood-they're meant to be felt.
"Why can't you sleep?" I ask a simple question.
Silence, it only lasts a minute or two but feels like ages.
"Because everytime I close my eyes I see you leaving my bed in the middle of the night, I hear you breathing through the telephone, your silence when I tell you that I love you. I see you falling down that fucking cliff." He says and my heart clenches inside my chest, I close my eyes and keep my head down, swallowing harshly.
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Damaged and terrified to hurt again, it's only when happiness finds a way into her life that everything falls appart again. She never meant to love him this much, or to hurt him even more when she's forced to leave everything behind her, including him. But too many things were in the way of the life she wanted with him. And when you're persuaded of doing the right thing for the people you love, you find yourself turning into your own enemy.
She almost lost everything, and so did he. They were meant to be from the very beginning, but nothing good truly lasts forever, does it?
This is Ephemeral.
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Started in April 2020
Finished in January 2022
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